broken-hearted

broken-hearted ? yeaah , sucks ,really sucks ,
i bet almost every teenagers in this world knows that feeling
i just knew it a month ago
and , i can still feel the pain right now

this boy, i know him a few months ago
i met him at a shopingtown
then we became friend on facebook
we started talking via facebook
then a week later,we started to text each other
until one day , we told each other we like each other
it's the best day of my life,this is the first time
our relationship,it went well ,we're not dating ,but ,yeaah we had 'something'
he always said " i miss you fe" ,or sweet things about me
he ALWAYS text me first, and he said some 'promise' to me
we had our first date a month after we admit we like each other
and i felt like i'm gonna pass out
i can't even discribe how i feel
and that's the moment where i finally realized that i don't like him anymore,
i LOVE him
i wish he felt the same way
but i'm wrong ,
about 3 months later ,he totally changed,he's not the old him
he's keeping a distance with me
i don't know whats going on ,i wanna ask him ,
but i'm to afraid to know what happened
i asked my friend for an advice , and she told me to ask him what happened
i don't have to be afraid ,and i CAN'T be afraid
because thing will getting worse if i don't know whats going on

so i decided to ask him after i think for a while
and guess what happened ?
he threw me away just like that and he had a girlfriend
my heart was broke,i don't know what to do

this is when i thought i made a mistake ,
i made a mistake by falling in love with a wrong person
but then i had another thought ,
i can learn things from my mistake

even though i was a BROKEN-HEARTED girl right now ,
life must go on, right ?
i have to move on and forget what happened