without you

i just realized something .
something that can change my life .

i realized that i have to move on .
i mean like ,seriously .
i always said that i wanna move on , but i never did .
i can't ,it's painful .
but then i realized, i can't be like this untill i don't know when .
i HAVE to move on,really really move on
it's hard ,but i know i can do it , for my own good .
i have to leave the pain behind ,
to find more happines ,
to find more love ,
to find who i was supposed to be .

i know i can forget him .
i know that someday ,i'll find another guy who can understand me ,
but for now ,and forever ,
i gotta live my life ,,witout you .